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for the first time in my life, i visited the old folks home at setapak with coll frens. i was actually being dragged to go, and i was very reluctant as i still got loads of assignments. but now, i'm glad i went and met many uncle aunties. they were more outgoing and more active than i expected, although they are very old, and some part here pain and some part there swollen. we were assigned to one old person for each of us, and play some games. i supposed the games we prepared is kinda lame, the uncle next to me refuse to play with me..T.T whenever i talked to him he just smile and nod.. dunno is malu or lazy to talk with me..XD.. then another uncle came to sit next to me and we chat.. i wonder whether old man all behave the same manner. coz his attire and gestures are like my dad's. XD. and he play 口琴 and sing on the rooftop(they live in a low cost flat) everyday until the people live in opposite block can hear him. and he's very good in dancing, as in flinging ur legs and hands.. haha.. so he drag me out to dance and i turn out to be the one who stood there dunno how to move.. XD.. the old people are quite sporting, and they are super CUTE.. so i guess i have no worries now.. coz u grow older and u get cuter.. i will be super duper cute in my 80s.. XD.. too bad i din get to take photograph with them. schedule was too rush and the uncle disappeared suddenly :P

but still, it is not a perfect place for them. they have no families, no colors. they just waiting for people to visit them and care for them. there's one auntie who is sick and cant join us. we went to her room to look up for her.. and i saw a picture of her in the room, a beautiful young lady, fashionable, and cheerful. but i saw dignity in her eyes when i asked about it. she must had had a interesting life when she was young. but now she is old and sick and stucked in the old folks home with more sick old people. it is just my guess la.. but again i see my mom in her.. XD... old people memang old people.. all d same.. :p when we were leaving the aunties kept saying 下次再見 la, 有空常來la, which i feel helpless with that.再見means 永遠不見。even if i get to visit them next time, i not sure whether they will be there again. all i can do is only keep their faces in my mind forever.

anyway, i hope that old folks homes never exist, which means all old people have a family to live with. and no matter how, i will nvr let my mom in there. not even a day.