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Thursday, December 25, 2008

碰巧讀到一個朋友的部落格
有說到

开始一段恋情就要走到终点走到彼此上天堂为止
今天牵的小手是你
以后牵的老手也是你”

任何人都給得起的一個承諾
然而 真心的沒有幾個

愛情不在沸騰后
或許是責任 感情 習慣 維持著你和他仍然牽著的手

就算愛情能持續保溫下去
如果
有一方離開了呢?
到你無法找到的地方呢?

你是否有藉口
讓另一雙手
覆上漸漸寂寞的你的手

雖說他不在了
無法感覺到他了
無法聽到他了

你就有理由了嗎??


我是太偏激了
可就是無法忍受


所以我要說
對不起
很多很多次的對不起

因為我會一次又一次的傷害 你


xxxxx
The girl fought hardly
heating the annoying bats that swarm their small house ferociously
she was disgusted by the thought that they are lingering
at the same air that she breath
everything that reminds her about them is hateful
so she waved the club that clutched tight in her hand
and aim full on the bats
and hit it so hard that they flew out of her sight

she battle with them in her own mind.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

another gathering with high school frens yesterday
sakae sushi, daytona, arcade games, archery, gossips, pasta de gohan
a day where we do wat we did during high school
except eating very very expensive de pasta
once in a while nevermind la
but might have to starve myself next week~
T.T


xxx

she wants to say thank you
for all the concerns
maybe she was just being too sensitive

so she has to put on a fake smile on her face
and try to mutter an answer whenever her family is talking to her
don't feel like talking for any reason..

and there's a lunch gathering for the whole family on Christmas
auntie uncle cousins nephew
more kids
more noise
there's the least thing that she needs

Monday, December 22, 2008

Once Upon A Time,
on a Far Far Away Kingdom,
there is a girl,
who lives with her mother and her sister and her brother.

one day,
when her sister was out,
a stranger came.

uneasy and reluctantly,
the girl dine with the family and the stranger.
in the girl's mind,
she wonder what was going on
why does she have to be stucked on that table
trying to show politeness to everyone
and pretend to be as cheerful as possible

her mind runs wild
was the stranger someone special to the mother?
what was the mother trying to hint the family
she don't like that at all
dont like at all!!

she remember the outrage in her for the last time
when a stranger came to the family too
disappointment
betrayed
was how she felt

nevertheless
the girl feel sorry
for the mother, for the family, for everyone

because she just couldnt do it
she couldnt put on a fake mask
to smile to the stranger
to make her mouth move in order to talk
she couldn't even look straight into the stranger's eyes.

any stranger who came to the family disgust her.

she was sorry that she had to hurt the mother's feeling
if she was really trying to hint something
she hope that she was just thinking too much
she hope that she was just imagining
imagining fairy tales love do exist
which have no betrayals or disappointment

she also hope that no strangers will come upon the family anymore
because if that so
the girl will run for the family
far far away
when the stranger came upon to knock on the door.

DAMN U!!

Friday, December 19, 2008

Nick officially meeting friends yesterday... and he appear to be quiet and patient, that's what rachel said. haha.. anyway i appreciate ur effort darling.. this is ur first time that u willing to sit there doing nothing just for me.. : )

sleeping habit still not back to normal.. only that i sleep less this week. there's too much flash back of the past and i cant rest my mind at all. they make me neither happy nor sad. just emo. and being emo.

: )

Friday, December 12, 2008

first week of the holiday, and i still haven get rid of the bad sleeping habit. sleep at 3, wake up at 12. i am officially a pig now : )

spent time with friends, watched MORE movies and dramas, things changed a bit between me and nick, home work left untouched. and sorry for i dont feel like talking bout it. again, too much to be written and to little that i remembered.

cheers!! happy holiday~~

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Finally today is the day to evaluate my hard work for the past three months. it's not like any formal presentation that we usually had. surprisingly we have to present to him face to face individually, which is not a very good thing, becoz we don't get much to talk about our theme, which is asian style. anyway, i received my first compliments from him ever. in fact, his compliments is the most encouraging one among all the lecturers. he is very strict, perculiar, and moody. hahaha.. so to gain his praise means a lot. and he even mention i do improved a lot and am one of the few distinctive student. wakkakakakakakakka.. few weeks of sleep deprivation and stress is all paid off in that very second... : ) anyway work is still not that good due to lack of time, which is the prob i face in every assignments. TT.TT


after few days of zombie behaviour for not sleeping, i still have to clear my mind and be burried in the textbooks. exam is ok to me, but not some stupid pointless exam. for example history of design, one of the section is where sentences will be taken from textbook EXACTLY, and we have to fill in the blanks. so no choice i have to memorize the whole notes.words by words. sigh. i tot history is more theoratical and thus should base on understanding of styles, philosophy and etc and to test us we should write an essay about certain period or style. guess this is just not our level. at least not my lecturer's level.. haha..



my life is alwiz about ASSIGNMENTS and another ASSIGNMENTS. a lot of fren of mine have miseries lately. for love, family, monetary, which i am so luckily to not be bothered with. i am very grateful indeed for no need to worrying about all this. so to all my frens who are in misery now, hang on to it and KEEP MOVING FORWARD. a fren of mine told me record breaker is those who will push themselves one step forward when they wanted to give up. i guess this implies to everything. when you feel you are drowning, hang on and don't give up. the dark clouds will soon be gone and you will see the sun shines and rainbows very soon. very very soon.. : )

CHEEERSS!!!!