i was just wandering around other ppl's blog.. it seems to be how we are all connected now.. despite that i nvr meet some of them even after graduate.. XD.. funny is, one common thing that i found on all blogs is how we all complain about how alone or how tiring we all facing life. now it is one the phase of being an adult. we all become more and more stress and more and more lonely in our heart. growing up doesn't sounds so fun after all. but we do get to do things we love to do. at least there's one good thing about it. and oh ya, i have excuse to stay up until very very late just becoz i have to finish my assignments, which in fact i was killing time surfing online. :p

this term for me is already a nightmare. the previous term i still manage to sleep before 12 on normal days. and i can be addicted to drama series and movies and doraemon cartoons when i'm doing work. but now i've miss movies since term start..T.T.. except a lame one on valentine's day, which i watch with my bro. we were so bored with it when i asked "valentine no one date u ah?" XD. he was eating and he dropped his spoon on the spot and replied "yealo, valentine no date somemore have to watch lame movie with sister.T.T " XD and now i can't even rmb wat was the movie we watched together. haha..

if someone could loan me some time, i want to watch THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON. from the preview it seems super interesting. only that i don't like Brad Pitt playing benjamin. XD. and there are few more movies that i wanna catch, just forgot which one.. haha.. gosh 10 yrs from now my target will be to earn enough money so that i can own a private cinema at home. and to have a super duper huge collection of movies in all genre all language all nations. eh, but before that i want a more super duper huge collection of books.. XD. i'm ambitious right.. haha..

gotta stop blogging and back to work now. Ciaoz.

was alone at home on valentine, watching sucks movie online.. feel a little bit depressed after the presentation.. work is not good at all and it didn't pleased the lecturer. suddenly feel no confidence at all. sigh..

luckily i still have 2 fat pig and 14 baby pigs accompany me for valentine's.. hehe..

cute le~~ hehehee

finally get to finish my work.. after 2 days of non-stop working. >.<
recently got more design job offer, make me feel so excited about it. one even is to handle the whole condo interior project. i am going to work so hard and so hard and so hard until i am so exhausted dat i can sleep for whole month and don't wake up. hahaha.. anyway, the reward is HUGE. not talking bout the pay, but the SATISFACTION. contented.. : )

好長的一段路哦，一個人走下去實在有點孤單
就連應該是最親的人都不明白
你給的壓力排山倒海般來
我只能像耍太極般 推開

這么久以來 我都覺得我一直在孤軍作戰
沒有人能明白我在做什么
沒有人真正理解
雖然我很感激你們的默默支持
可是 真正的 只有我一個

好漫長的一夜 時間卻仍然不夠用
可我不會放棄
不眠不休也要完成

3d max render - signage design

只有那么一角可以看
調不回那個角度了
而且不懂怎樣弄美美

給我半年吧
我會弄出超水準的東西

：）

noidon'tlikeyoutalkingaboutitoverandoverandoverandoverandoveragain
wheniamjusttryingtodomywork.FOCUSLY.noidon'tlikethatyetidon'twant
tosayanythingcozinoeeverythingudoisjusttryingtocareformebut
somehowpleasedon'tbesooverpoweringidofeelstressedfromyouand
honestlyi'vebeenthinkingaboutourrelationshipandinotsurewhether
icanstillfindthepatiencetokeepwhateverwehavenow
DONTPUSHMETOOHARDORYOUWILLLOSEMEFOREVER!

JUST RANTING

suddenly thought of listing out my favourite movies since i've been spending most of my free time on movies for the past few years. XD some i strongly recommended for all of you also. : )

Top 10 Favourite Magical/Mystery movies
1. HARRY POTTER SERIES


2. THE LORD OF THE RING

3. THE SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES

4. STARDUST

5. CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY


6. SWEENEY TODD : THE DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET


7. PAN'S LABYRINTH


8. PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN

9. LEMONY SNICKET'S A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS





10. EDWARD SCISSORHANDS

There's one more week left for my presentation.
and i have not yet confirm my design. ideas are all dead now. nothing interesting coming out from my mind. sitting there for hours doing nothing fruitful. and i am distracted..

distracted by this~

another game popular in our class for this week. and i'm possessed with it. spent whole night and most of the time in class struggling with it.. hahaha.. and yes, i succeeded making it perfect last night. wahahaha.. :p

have to get my head back to assignments, which i alwiz remind myself to do so, and turn out watching another disney cartoon series.. :p by the way, the cartoons are really nice!! haha

these are the few signages i designed for the old folks home in setapak. though it's not really interesting, but it is really fun doing it in illustrator. : )

:)

Chang CChang Chhhang CHhhhhaHHHannngGGG!!!!

Here begins the 2nd round of the CEntury Pic War!!

*Special Credits to Rachel Chong and Lee Wen Chuan.. :)

terrorist in action.disguise in melon. spotted in aussie. XD** chuan, sorry la.. ur durian face not very nice. bet the farmer didn't add enough fertilisers.. :P

bring it on RACHEL!! hahaha...

alright alright, i'll clean all the spider webs in my blog ok..nothing special for chinese new year, just eat eat eat eat lo. hahaha.. life is full of cookies, ba gua, oranges, soft drinks, steam chickens, pork dishes, prawns, soups, and bla bla bla.. too bad this year no chance to eat abalone and fish fins.. sigh.. my rich uncle didn't belanja us.. too bad.. haha.. anyway he just won lottery be4 the new year.. so he boast at our family reunion that he kena bird shit few days before he won lottery. so if u really die for the lottery just go out and wait for the bird to shit la.. :p

and for the sake of rachel, by now i declare that the war between us two shall BEGIN !! 

one of my senior

she likes to act stupid and do crazy stuff. :P

i get my own tombstone in last year's haloween. and i'm smiling :)

and this one is Popeye the Sailorman~ : )

i came across some interesting work done by other artists when i wandering around the net...





those are life size models made with cardboard and glue by Chris Gilmour...he can even create texture of cloth out of cardboard.. gosh he is really talented le.i feel so zibei with my own hand craft now.. i dont even have the perserverance to do details stuff.. :P

i've been really lazy for the past few days.. drowned my self in movies and games..hehehe.. but i recommend the"Pig race" in facebook.. haha.. actually one of my classmate started to play, then we all get addicted.hahaha.. been wasting time banging my pig to those birds, cows and stupid rabbit. go try it out.. haha..

really should start focus on assignments, if not i will be dead. :( tons of work and i still haven start anything yet.. :( :(

a new start in 2009 - new lecturer, new subjects, new challenge, new timetable, new tv set ( :) ), new shoes, bla bla bla blaa.. started 2009 with something new, but whole bunch of old stuffs. like old bad habits(trying to change about that), old friends :), old problems, old craziness. but am embracing 2009 with whole new attitude, just hope that i can persevere at least for 3 months.. :P

it's first day back to college which is our movie day since not starting any class yet. so we went for MV for YESMAN. i love JIM CARREY!! honestly, he got older but handsome and mature. :P well i hope that some tricks really happen when u say yes to every opportunity. it just make me feel more strong about my new year resolution. yet, bless me if i can persevere for at least 3 months! hehe..


it's good to be back to college though. : )

2009 RESOLUTION

1. STOP BEING LAZY and put 110% effort in everything i want to do
2. be more "perspective" in everything.

that's just it. guess it is difficult enough for me. especially the lazy one. :P

碰巧讀到一個朋友的部落格
有說到

“开始一段恋情就要走到终点走到彼此上天堂为止

今天牵的小手是你

以后牵的老手也是你”

任何人都給得起的一個承諾
然而 真心的沒有幾個

愛情不在沸騰后
或許是責任 感情 習慣 維持著你和他仍然牽著的手

就算愛情能持續保溫下去
如果
有一方離開了呢？
到你無法找到的地方呢？

你是否有藉口
讓另一雙手
覆上漸漸寂寞的你的手

雖說他不在了
無法感覺到他了
無法聽到他了

你就有理由了嗎？？


我是太偏激了
可就是無法忍受


所以我要說
對不起
很多很多次的對不起

因為我會一次又一次的傷害 你


xxxxx
The girl fought hardly
heating the annoying bats that swarm their small house ferociously
she was disgusted by the thought that they are lingering
at the same air that she breath
everything that reminds her about them is hateful
so she waved the club that clutched tight in her hand
and aim full on the bats
and hit it so hard that they flew out of her sight

she battle with them in her own mind.

another gathering with high school frens yesterday
sakae sushi, daytona, arcade games, archery, gossips, pasta de gohan
a day where we do wat we did during high school
except eating very very expensive de pasta
once in a while nevermind la
but might have to starve myself next week~
T.T


xxx

she wants to say thank you
for all the concerns
maybe she was just being too sensitive
so she has to put on a fake smile on her face
and try to mutter an answer whenever her family is talking to her
don't feel like talking for any reason..

and there's a lunch gathering for the whole family on Christmas
auntie uncle cousins nephew
more kids
more noise
there's the least thing that she needs

Once Upon A Time,
on a Far Far Away Kingdom,
there is a girl,
who lives with her mother and her sister and her brother.

one day,
when her sister was out,
a stranger came.

uneasy and reluctantly,
the girl dine with the family and the stranger.
in the girl's mind,
she wonder what was going on
why does she have to be stucked on that table
trying to show politeness to everyone
and pretend to be as cheerful as possible

her mind runs wild
was the stranger someone special to the mother?
what was the mother trying to hint the family
she don't like that at all
dont like at all!!

she remember the outrage in her for the last time
when a stranger came to the family too
disappointment
betrayed
was how she felt

nevertheless
the girl feel sorry
for the mother, for the family, for everyone

because she just couldnt do it
she couldnt put on a fake mask
to smile to the stranger
to make her mouth move in order to talk
she couldn't even look straight into the stranger's eyes.

any stranger who came to the family disgust her.

she was sorry that she had to hurt the mother's feeling
if she was really trying to hint something
she hope that she was just thinking too much
she hope that she was just imagining
imagining fairy tales love do exist
which have no betrayals or disappointment

she also hope that no strangers will come upon the family anymore
because if that so
the girl will run for the family
far far away
when the stranger came upon to knock on the door.

DAMN U!!

Nick officially meeting friends yesterday... and he appear to be quiet and patient, that's what rachel said. haha.. anyway i appreciate ur effort darling.. this is ur first time that u willing to sit there doing nothing just for me.. : )

sleeping habit still not back to normal.. only that i sleep less this week. there's too much flash back of the past and i cant rest my mind at all. they make me neither happy nor sad. just emo. and being emo.

: )

first week of the holiday, and i still haven get rid of the bad sleeping habit. sleep at 3, wake up at 12. i am officially a pig now : )

spent time with friends, watched MORE movies and dramas, things changed a bit between me and nick, home work left untouched. and sorry for i dont feel like talking bout it. again, too much to be written and to little that i remembered.

cheers!! happy holiday~~

Finally today is the day to evaluate my hard work for the past three months. it's not like any formal presentation that we usually had. surprisingly we have to present to him face to face individually, which is not a very good thing, becoz we don't get much to talk about our theme, which is asian style. anyway, i received my first compliments from him ever. in fact, his compliments is the most encouraging one among all the lecturers. he is very strict, perculiar, and moody. hahaha.. so to gain his praise means a lot. and he even mention i do improved a lot and am one of the few distinctive student. wakkakakakakakakka.. few weeks of sleep deprivation and stress is all paid off in that very second... : ) anyway work is still not that good due to lack of time, which is the prob i face in every assignments. TT.TT


after few days of zombie behaviour for not sleeping, i still have to clear my mind and be burried in the textbooks. exam is ok to me, but not some stupid pointless exam. for example history of design, one of the section is where sentences will be taken from textbook EXACTLY, and we have to fill in the blanks. so no choice i have to memorize the whole notes.words by words. sigh. i tot history is more theoratical and thus should base on understanding of styles, philosophy and etc and to test us we should write an essay about certain period or style. guess this is just not our level. at least not my lecturer's level.. haha..



my life is alwiz about ASSIGNMENTS and another ASSIGNMENTS. a lot of fren of mine have miseries lately. for love, family, monetary, which i am so luckily to not be bothered with. i am very grateful indeed for no need to worrying about all this. so to all my frens who are in misery now, hang on to it and KEEP MOVING FORWARD. a fren of mine told me record breaker is those who will push themselves one step forward when they wanted to give up. i guess this implies to everything. when you feel you are drowning, hang on and don't give up. the dark clouds will soon be gone and you will see the sun shines and rainbows very soon. very very soon.. : )

CHEEERSS!!!!