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Finally today is the day to evaluate my hard work for the past three months. it's not like any formal presentation that we usually had. surprisingly we have to present to him face to face individually, which is not a very good thing, becoz we don't get much to talk about our theme, which is asian style. anyway, i received my first compliments from him ever. in fact, his compliments is the most encouraging one among all the lecturers. he is very strict, perculiar, and moody. hahaha.. so to gain his praise means a lot. and he even mention i do improved a lot and am one of the few distinctive student. wakkakakakakakakka.. few weeks of sleep deprivation and stress is all paid off in that very second... : ) anyway work is still not that good due to lack of time, which is the prob i face in every assignments. TT.TT


after few days of zombie behaviour for not sleeping, i still have to clear my mind and be burried in the textbooks. exam is ok to me, but not some stupid pointless exam. for example history of design, one of the section is where sentences will be taken from textbook EXACTLY, and we have to fill in the blanks. so no choice i have to memorize the whole notes.words by words. sigh. i tot history is more theoratical and thus should base on understanding of styles, philosophy and etc and to test us we should write an essay about certain period or style. guess this is just not our level. at least not my lecturer's level.. haha..



my life is alwiz about ASSIGNMENTS and another ASSIGNMENTS. a lot of fren of mine have miseries lately. for love, family, monetary, which i am so luckily to not be bothered with. i am very grateful indeed for no need to worrying about all this. so to all my frens who are in misery now, hang on to it and KEEP MOVING FORWARD. a fren of mine told me record breaker is those who will push themselves one step forward when they wanted to give up. i guess this implies to everything. when you feel you are drowning, hang on and don't give up. the dark clouds will soon be gone and you will see the sun shines and rainbows very soon. very very soon.. : )

CHEEERSS!!!!