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One of my fren wrote this as her msn nickname :

"Aim for the moon, even if u missed u will still land among the stars"

this sounds crazy for me, coz u wont land on stars even if u missed the moon. stars are tooo far awwayy...haha.. anyway, it is a good motivation afterall..

and due to my slackiness i'm wandering around this verse. 

if i really did missed the moon i might be floating in the space. who knows i will bump into the stars one day?

or i'll float towards the sun and burnt into ashes?

when mentioning space it makes me thinks of a lot of thingy.

like 小王子 which i read few times a long time ago. i still dont catch what the story means actually. but i just love the mystery/weird story lines it has. 

maybe i'll keep floating in the space until i found a rose on a planet which is just the size of a football field.

then i tot of some articles i read. its about UFO. there's some crazy guy chasing after UFO and claimed that they had saw it. not that i don't believe in UFO. the universe is Soooo BIG, it is indeed very sad if the earth is the only planet that have living creature. i will be glad that i can encounter with aliens someday. only if they are friendly and kind. XD

although the universe is toooo huge for me to interpret. there is alwiz incident that occured which make me feel that this world is way too small. just like this morning, i met a black guy on the way to coll.in the bus. he sat next to me. with odour. really smelly.haha. so i have to move my whole body to the left inch by inch, avoiding any body contact with him. haha. unfortunately is, he spoke to me... (i wonder why ppl alwiz spoke to me in the bus) and i found out he's from my church. church which i neglected. sigh. feels like god's calling me back. sigh sigh. anyway he got off from the bus with me at the same station. and he even waved me goodbye. creepy though. i cant except friendliness from strangers.haha

then i met a friend which i know long time ago, which i forgotten.haha. he said i disappear suddenly few years ago. do i really disappear from all my frens?? hahahaha. anyway, he's a fren i met in a camp. the camp is real fun and it is my first time to meet so many friends at one time. and it happens to be that he wanted to study ID. i feel so sorry for him. he just have to abandon his dream becoz of one advice from the councelor. damn the councelor really. he say malaysia economic is going down and ID wont be as demanded as last time. damn it la. if ur dream is in local u better dont study design. just becoz of one sentence from him my friend has to give up his dream. and he seems to like ID very much. i still remember catholic's councelor, i forgot who it was, either yong moi moi or another pn. she gave us 4 pic and let us pick one. and i picked a scene where there is one man and one women, standing in a place where everything is orderly keep. then there is some calender or calculator at the side. she said person who picked this image is very practical or something else la. whatever it is it wont be suitable for design. damn u la. i see it as a wonderful family in a safe shelter. but what you see is maths and theory. u just judge the world with 4 image. and u change somebody's decision or make them to give up their dream. i wonder what do you dream to be when you r young and what turns you into a councelor. i doubt that counselor is ur ambition. 

anyway, it is not wrong to consider the job opportunity when choosing your course. but i wont be happy if i have to study other thing else then design. jay chou also got say 

" 要让自己快乐快乐　这才叫做意义"

XD. so sarsi ah sarsi~~ better make ur mind straight. u got a chance to pursue ur dream. and it's free of charge. u must put 200 percent effort into that. u might get rejected now. u might get discourage now. u might get critics now. and u might get tired now. but u MUST WORK HARD HARD UNTIL YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH TO DESERVE AFFIRMATION.

 not from frens, not from family but from PROFESSIONALS!!!!!! 

and think SMART, NOT THINK HARD!!!